Who said “Sometimes I wonder if suicides aren't in fact sad guardians of the meaning of life.”?

“No one ever lacks a good reason for suicide.”

“There are many who dare not kill themselves for fear of what the neighbors will say.”

“It is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late.”

“Here take back the stuff that I am, nature, knead it back into the dough of being, make of me a bush, a cloud, whatever you will, even a man, only no longer make me.”

“If I commit suicide, it will not be to destroy myself but to put myself back together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of violently reconquering myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipating the unpredictable approaches of God. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for the first time give things the shape of my will.”

“I think theatre should always be somewhat suspect.”

“There's always something suspicious about an intellectual on the winning side.”

“True enough, the country is calm. Calm as a morgue or a grave, would you not say?”

“Drama assumes an order. If only so that it might have -- by disrupting that order -- a way of surprising.”

“The deeper the experience of an absence of meaning -- in other words, of absurdity --the more energetically meaning is sought.”

“Anyone who takes himself too seriously always runs the risk of looking ridiculous; anyone who can consistently laugh at himself does not.”